Install Theme

Your web-browser is very outdated, and as such, this website may not display properly. Please consider upgrading to a modern, faster and more secure browser. Click here to do so.

True Stories I Made Up

A blog by Trevor Sostarich.
Oct 21 '14
Oct 21 '14
Getting there. Results are coming through!

Getting there. Results are coming through!

Oct 20 '14
"I am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness."
Anais Nin (via nightprowler13)
Oct 20 '14

(Source: neilaglet)

Oct 20 '14

1. Making you my everything. Allowing you to become such a big part of my world that I can no longer fathom a world without you. You became my reason for happiness. My mood depended on your actions. I should’ve known you can’t count on something as dispensable as another person’s actions.

2. Apologizing for things I didn’t do. Putting you on a pedestal, and believing that you could do no wrong. You did plenty wrong. I should not have apologized as many times as I did. I should not have forgiven you as many times as I did.

3. Blaming you for everything. Most of our problems were because I expected such great things out of you. I was easily let down. I have come to terms with the fact that you are human. I am human too. And we all make mistakes sometimes.

4. Allowing you to walk all over me. I had no respect for myself. You used me for anything you wanted and I let you. I know now I must work on my self worth. It is not all about you. I am important too.

5. Thinking you loved me too. People always tell me we would be perfect together. I listened to them when I should have known if you felt the same way about me you would’ve acted on those feelings.

6. Not walking away when I should’ve. God I should’ve cut you out of my life so many fucking times. But I never left your side. You were so lucky to have me. I deserved better.

7. Making you out to sound like a bad person when in reality, just because you do not love me the way I love you does not mean you don’t love me with all that you have. And it does not make you a bad person.

Mistakes I have made when it comes to you (via fuckyouveryveryymuch)
Oct 20 '14


It’s almost halloween..

Oct 20 '14
Matthew Ryan - Some Streets Lead Nowhere (Dear Love)

From that old street
To that new house
To those beautiful hills inside your blouse
To the rain that kept falling
And those years off the rails
When we smiled like two sailors With holes in our sails
When I turned to a coma with a black hole in my chest
When a kiss was the cure and I’d save my breath
When you’d walk to the bedroom and I’d fall on the couch
If I wasted your beauty I’ll ignite it somehow
'Cause a dream can be cruel
When it haunts you like this
With your eyes like a deer
And the words from your lips
What I’m trying to say is
I was afraid that you’d leave
So I slept with my failures and I started to grieve

Oct 20 '14


My day with Leo (and others)

Oct 20 '14

My cat came home today! That was a stressful few days.

Now I want to ride more roller coasters. I work everyday this week but tomorrow so I think I’ll go next week at some point. Solo theme park trips can be fun, right?

Oct 20 '14
Fake Problems - Too Cold to Hold (Its Great To Be Alive)

I’m still pretty sure that I’d prefer some company
Not cold bodies but someone to expect more from me

Oct 20 '14
Oct 20 '14
"That’s what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is. Most people love you for who you pretend to be. To keep their love, you keep pretending - performing. You get to love your pretence. It’s true, we’re locked in an image, an act - and the sad thing is, people get so used to their image, they grow attached to their masks. They love their chains. They forget all about who they really are. And if you try to remind them, they hate you for it, they feel like you’re trying to steal their most precious possession."
Jim Morrison (via psych-facts)
Oct 20 '14
"Consider that you radiate. At all times. Consider that what you’re feeling right now is rippling outward into a field of is-ness that anyone can dip their oar into. You are felt. You are heard. You are seen. If you were not here, the world would be different. Because of your presence, the universe is expanding."
Danielle LaPorte (via wethinkwedream)
Oct 19 '14


The Streaked Skies of  by Shane McAdams

Some art is lit from within.  These landscapes created with ballpoint pen, oil paint and resin by Shane McAdams are an ultimate example of the luminous.  Streaked skies like this make me want to hike a trail this afternoon and watch the sunset. 

Oct 19 '14
"Are you afraid because of how much you love me, or are you afraid because you know how much I love you?"
Connotativewords | jl | Conflict
(via connotativewords)